A Grand Offense

House on Parkside Drive

House on Parkside Drive

Many are aware that my family sold our home and moved to much smaller quarters. I wrote briefly about the move in “Moved.” A recent development has taken me by surprise. A little more than two weeks ago people began coming to me and asking if I had seen “what they did you your house.” At first I was alarmed because I was unaware of anything bad happening to the “condominimum” where we now reside. After a brief second of panic, I realized that my concerned friends were speaking about the house we sold.

It seems that, in spite of the buyer’s numerous pre-sale declarations otherwise, that the landscaping we left in place was not to taste. So the owner had it removed…all of it. The fifteen foot Bartlett pear tree, gone; the eight foot purple lilac, gone; seven foot crab apple, gone. Tulips, lambs ear, daffodils…you guessed it all gone and much more besides. I ran into my longtime next door neighbor by chance and he expressed how scandalized he was as he expected me to bear a grand offense to his new neighbor’s public repudiation of Michelle’s and my eight years of hard work and creativity and monetary investment.

I first honored my neighbor for his fine yard and repeated to him yet again that my family’s great objective was to not embarrass him since his yard was far superior in every way. I then told my former neighbor that the house and the yard was no longer mine. I don’t own it and have no control over it and am not even in a position to proffer an opinion as to what the new owner decides to do; the house on Parkside Drive is not my home.

It put me in mind of the reality in which I live every day. All around me folk are upset about this and the other thing, some get really exercised about how things “look.” After nearly thirty-five years of following Jesus, I finally am getting around to understanding that this world is not my home. I live here, but here is not my destination, nor is here where my treasure lies. My temporary home is on Lynn Lane where my family gathers to eat, sleep and shower. My permanent home is currently under construction and I will enjoy the fragrance of the flowering lilac, the beauty of the blooming crab apple and the shade of the Bartlett pear forever and ever. I look forward to home more and more every day and thus become less and less offended every day about things not being left the way I put them, my plans and efforts falling shy of perfection or my labors falling prey to someone else’s vision.

It is a good thing to have the assurance of hope-in-truth.

“For this world is not our permanent home; we are looking forward to a home yet to come.” (Hebrews 13:14, NLT)

By the way, I am convinced that the new owners investment in new landscaping will, in time, supersede my own and people will look at the house once again and say, “What a pretty place.”

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Video from 5/09 Uganda Trip

My friend and coworker, Tyler Andrew, edited and compiled this first of several videos we hope to make available.  We were really impressed by his work and hope all who see it feel the same!

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Getting Personal

contradictionSometimes I wonder at myself. I am a walking contradiction. I need to be around and interact with people and yet I am an extremely private person who enjoys time alone. I get wrapped up in the pages of well written fiction, but I am also fiercely pragmatic about almost everything in my life. My core is built around the truth of God’s existence and the reality of relationship with the Divine through Jesus Christ and yet often I trudge through my day without doing anything of substance to deepen intimacy with my Lord and Savior.

I see my reflection and shake my head.

I am responsible to encourage people to pursue God. My vocation requires me to help others deal with the daily triumphs and trials of life from an eternal perspective. I am both keeper and gateway of truths passed down from generation to generation. It is my charge to communicate God’s words in a relevant and clear manner. I find myself often pointing over my shoulder in the general direction of truth rather than walking with a friend to converse with Jesus.

I am convinced and convicted this may not continue.

I have already shared with my friends at Main Street that God was brutally clear in revealing that my inclination to speak in pointed generalities was not helpful. My aversion to being direct so that I could protect myself from the hurt of rejection was disobedience. My refusal to be unelaborated has robbed genuine seekers of the tools they need to join in what Jesus promises is the abundant life.

As much as I still feel it unsafe to say, it is time to get personal. This upcoming Sunday I will be introducing Main Street to a “trip ’round town square.” We will use four simple “errand stops” to illustrate how every person can begin a relationship with God through Jesus and then to consistently grow in and deepen that relationship. I believe with all my being that God is calling out those who belong to him to come and follow now and I want to all I can to help my friends to understand exactly how to respond to that call.

Dear brothers and sisters, I close my letter with these last words: Be joyful. Grow to maturity. Encourage each other. Live in harmony and peace. Then the God of love and peace will be with you. (2 Corinthians 13:11, NLT)

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I Disabled My Firewall—Life is Great!

pcmag_firewalls_portsLike most members of the educated cyber world, I am deathly afraid of either being hacked or contracting some nasty computer bug. I went for nearly twenty years without a binary-based infection before finally inadvertently letting a computer Trojan loose on my machine this past year. The cure cost $100 and it took an entire day to rid myself of some evil person’s warped software creation. I don’t want to repeat the experience any time in the next twenty years.

I have always been computer cautious and my computer was protected with everything but bubble wrap just a few days ago. My OS platform, however, was continually slowing down and increasingly getting unstable. I did research and attempted to do all the correct updates to no avail. I even experienced the “blue screen of death” several times in the past month. It is never a good thing when a computer apologizes and then tells you it is doing a dump (I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP!). To add to my injury Pandora stopped working and my computer resident media player stuttered continually. No tunes at work was simply too much to bear.

Out of desperation, I started turning my protection suite off. Each program that I shut down resulted in much better computer performance and then I found the mother lode! I turned off my firewall and now my internet browser screams, my music no longer stutters, my stations on Pandora are working. LIFE IS GREAT!

I am very happy but my computer is at some level of yet unknown risk.

As a human, I am compelled to protect myself as much as possible from pain and hurt. Since people are proficient at conveying both pain and hurt I have installed barriers and obstacles to restrict access to my heart. The system I keep in place slows my compassion response time considerably and makes me suffer under the unstable system of skepticism.

Hiding behind my “firewall” is not the way to follow Jesus. Instead of remaining in the heavens and speaking from the sky God spoke in person to Jacob, Jeremiah and John. Instead of doing his work by command from the safety of his throne, God walked with Adam, Abram and Andrew.

God set the standard for love without protective measure. That love lives inside me, and so down comes my firewall and I now live happy and my heart is at some level of yet unknown risk.

Don’t just pretend to love others. Really love them. Hate what is wrong. Hold tightly to what is good. Love each other with genuine affection, and take delight in honoring each other. (Romans 12:9-10, NLT)

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Why Evolution Needs Judeo-Christianity

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For many there is an irreconcilable conflict between the “science” of evolution and the “faith” of a Judeo-Christian worldview. It seems to me that if those who place their faith in the species Homo sapiens’ ability to discover its origins through scientific postulation and discovery would simply take a deep breath and think for a moment, they would realize that a Judeo-Christian worldview is necessary for the perpetuation of their assertion that humans are a result of epochal evolution.

It is a widely accepted fact that as long as humans have been recording their history, the concept of a “god” or multiple “gods” is part of that human history. Some of the earliest archeological relics we now possess are connected to some ancestor’s concept god. God and communication (perhaps self-awareness) seem to be inextricably linked within the evolutionary process.

Consider this: if we did indeed evolve from less complicated biological entities, the issue of self-replication and self-preservation is paramount to the continuation of the evolutionary process. If there is no progeny there is no possibility of the progress of a species. As religion evolved alongside its human adherents it became evident that an all-powerful, all-knowing, personal and personable god would be necessary to rule the wildly diverse urges of humans so that they could progress; so they could preserve the species and procreate. A god was then imagined who gives the command not only to procreate, but also to dominate. (see Genesis 1.28 )

This god was not sufficient since according to this god’s history, the earliest generations still killed each other and the species still struggled to thrive. God evolved again becoming the god who specifically commands, “Don’t kill each other,” in fact, “Love your neighbor” (see Exodus 20.13  and Leviticus 19.18). In addition to these basic “species protections,” this imaginary god also gives them rules and regulations for building a sustainable and progressive culture.

This updated god was far more effectual than the last god version since it was within the framework of this god’s cultural structure that the next evolutionary religious leap occurred. God became human, but not like in the mythology of the Greeks where the gods have to satisfy their sexual needs or exercise their pernicious powers, this further evolved god comes to model “in person” what will really push the evolutionary process even further forward: the pursuit of truth that frees the species (see John 8.32 ).

Tapping the drive of humans to pursue “truth” also proved to be profitable for the species. The culture of what is considered “the West” grew and overcame significant obstacles.  Even though it began from a position far behind the development of the “East” it ended up surpassing the accomplishments of the “East” in many if not most ways. The “West” became dominate, healthy, and “scientific.” With the rise of the “science of evolution” Western humans decided that god was no longer necessary and began the process of trying to exclude this long-held “there is a god” notion that really provided science the very foundation upon which it stood.

Bad evolutionary idea! Why?

Humans need gods to keep them constrained and the current evolutionary stage of science is not expansive enough or powerful enough to take the Judeo-Christian god’s place. The notion that the current form of science can replace god is laughable since scientists are driven to prove each other’s conclusions deficient or incorrect and science itself falls under the precocious whims of its own practitioners. The Judeo-Christian god has a distinct advantage since he is imagined to be “above humans” and to “not share human’s ways or thought patterns” (see Isaiah 55.8-9). If humans are constrained by an authority that cannot be overruled but whose continual desire is for the advancement of the species then the evolutionary process will continue unabated. If, however, the restraint of the Judeo-Christian god is removed, cultural dissolution will soon follow and human advancement as a species will be stinted or stop all together. [Even the so-called “atheistic” Eastern cultures have kept their gods all along, so if these cultures end up superseding the West once again, they will be taking their gods with them.]

I highly recommend Harold O. J. Brown’s The Sensate Culture: Western Civilization Between Chaos and Transformation (ISBN 978-1556351884) for those interested in the philosophy behind the necessity of god for civilization (in general) and, by extension, the necessity of god for the continued promulgation of evolution.

For an opposing evolutionary/philosophical view see OckhamsBeard.

He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins. He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation. For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities—all things were created through him and for him. And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together. And he is the head of the body, the church. He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in everything he might be preeminent. For in him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross. And you, who once were alienated and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds, he has now reconciled in his body of flesh by his death, in order to present you holy and blameless and above reproach before him, if indeed you continue in the faith, stable and steadfast, not shifting from the hope of the gospel that you heard, which has been proclaimed in all creation under heaven, and of which I, Paul, became a minister. (Colossians 1:13-23, ESV)

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“Going Viral” is Desirable?

Growing up it was my desire to die sometime in my early 40’s. I thought that it would be best to live life so fully that I would be would be like a light bulb that had used up all its “shining hours.” “Pop!” my filament is severed, life’s electricity no is longer effectual and off to eternity I go, or something like that. I thought that if I could really live for twenty-five years, it would be sufficient and I would not need to endure the indignity of growing older.

I was an idiot! Well, mostly an idiot.

Even as a new teenager, I could foresee that life would continually speed up and that the culture I was presently living in would be nearly unrecognizable by the time I was forty. This perception is proved to be true. Although I am not a mechanic, I did everything there was to do to a motor vehicle when I was “young”: I rebuilt carburetors, replaced clutches, and even pulled and replaced an engine. What is under a hood anymore is nearly unrecognizable. Yesteryear, I used a pencil to dial phone numbers on a black AT&T rotary phone. My pocket cell phone has more memory and performs more complicated functions than the computer I used in college, by a factor of ten. I used a disposable bulb camera and 110 Kodak film to remember where I had been and what I had done. Now I post digitally captured photos to my own personal presence on a thing called the “internet.” The “internet” of my day was a teletype connected to a “mainframe” server located at our local county’s offices. The server took up a room the size of most houses and boasted not even a “green screen” visual interface. In my youth actors didn’t curse on television shows and bad guys fell over into a bloodless heaps after they were dispatched by the “good guys.” Now even “family friendly” shows include the use of words considered at one time to be profane. Violence today must not only include the proper volume of blood spray but also the confusion of whether or not the “good guy” or the “bad guy” is in the right.

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And then there is “going viral.”

Viruses were something to be avoided when I was young. That is why we washed our hands after going to the bathroom! Viruses were something to be avoided when I was young. That is why we never opened attachments on our computers unless we were positive of its origin and content. Today, if this blog entry were to go viral I could brag about it to all my friends and garner “oohs and ahhs” of admiration. I would be somebody and maybe could even build a comfortable lifestyle on one small accomplishment gone viral.

And yet even the present day’s sense of “virus” is temporary. Just like the illnesses of my childhood, we still get over things “gone viral.” The kid who can blow milk out of her nose while reciting the ABC’s backward and playing a lively jig on the violin will soon fall back into the great ignominy of being a passing popular distraction.

And so it has been said of the “Jesus Movement” throughout the age since his advent. Yet here I am, experiencing the reality of my “bulb” not burning quite as hotly as I would like anymore and adjusting myself to the fact that my first forty may just be a good and necessary warm up for the next forty and Jesus is still going viral. I am not “over him,” my family is not “over him,” and the world is still unable to ignore him.

Some things really don’t change.

As was Paul’s custom, he went to the synagogue service, and for three Sabbaths in a row he used the Scriptures to reason with the people. He explained the prophecies and proved that the Messiah must suffer and rise from the dead. He said, “This Jesus I’m telling you about is the Messiah.” Some of the Jews who listened were persuaded and joined Paul and Silas, along with many God-fearing Greek men and quite a few prominent women. But some of the Jews were jealous, so they gathered some troublemakers from the marketplace to form a mob and start a riot. They attacked the home of Jason, searching for Paul and Silas so they could drag them out to the crowd. Not finding them there, they dragged out Jason and some of the other believers instead and took them before the city council. “Paul and Silas have caused trouble all over the world,” they shouted, “and now they are here disturbing our city, too. And Jason has welcomed them into his home. They are all guilty of treason against Caesar, for they profess allegiance to another king, named Jesus.” (Acts 17:2-7, NLT)

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